It's faith in something & enthusiasm for something that makes a life worth living.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Today is my last day @ITE Head-Quaters as

an Executive Assistant in Human Resource Department.

My Contract has ended. && now struggling finding a new stable job.

"Babe..Kau mane ilang? Tak call ako smue.."

"Kau busy dgn nightlife kau sia... Call je kat club.."

Am i that busy with my nightlife? Am i??

Hmm. Guess so.. My pay all ended up finish @either drinks or Clubs.

Too much enjoyment for me. Making this resolution for 2009 a serious one.

If I place my heart in ur hand will u keep it safe for me??

Will u cherish, love and protect it & treat it compassionately??

I trusted another with its keep, once a long time ago..

He mishandled it,dropped it and broke it...

Fortunately, not irreparably.

So,i picked it up and took it home and hid it away fer awhile.

It was so damaged... nearly destroyed, very sensitive & fragile.

Im on the verge of giving up to put it back together but as i did

it has never been e same.

It's still too fragile 2 trust 2 anyone, who plays an unfair game.

It's way to delicate to be mistreated, or tossed to and ‘fro

& until I met u,

I was afraid 2 let it go.

I'm beginning 2 think it is possible, 2 expose it again- 2 love like before.

If e person that I entrust it with treats it gently...

Although it appears e same as all others, it's from a special lot,

it may not seem distinctive to u, but it's the only one I've got.

So, r u able to keep my heart safe? I noe it's a lot to ask...

Be honest, if u can't promise at this time,u may not desire the task.

I'll just keep hoping the time will come... all good things usually do.

I've learned 2 be patient, and I'll recognize e moment...

Years passes,u tend to slip it off ur palm..

Its hurts to see the thing that u treasure didnt handle well by someone

you trusted. But DAMN,it fell once off ur bear hands.

It was a big impact that i cant get hold off myself.

It was damaged,damaged like before but worst too pieces.

Theres no more hope for me.

But you prove me wrong,you put it back together patiently & carefully.

You manage it but like before its not the same...

We tried not to slip it again..but sometimes its falling apart by itself..

All this while it just falling apart itself but we tried hard to

get it back in place.. We didnt give up nor give in... i love you dear!

Thats the best thing about our relationship.