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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

heyy..
by ryte. We are actually not into it. Just because we paid for it. Haha. Why the sudden? Cos its you guys that wanted all ur ways.. Ya ryte,she book another chalet not using our money but heyyy.. look its our so called gathering. true? by booking another chalet & busy with others?? like duhh~ gathering?? pftt. cocccccuuppttt!! Enough la kan. its over anyway! Gd luck with your life guys~


Updates.
Thursday-Dbl o with Nurul. Saw Thyraaa!! Like finally eh. haha.
Its sucks. Songs tak happening shit seh!! haha.
Was fun enjoying with shahfiq's cousin Nurul bebeh!! love ya!~ muahh.


Fik was not allowed to bookout last week as he smuggled ciggy in. pfft~
Am looking foward for this weekends. Im so missing him~ gosh.




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Wednesday, January 14, 2009


Its have been awhile.


Its sucks. Corrupted! Wasting of time & even $$$$ !!
Fcuk as i promise its going to be the first & the last.
Imagine urself tired, early in the morning peel those potatoes cut them into dice,
let it soaked in the water. Back to sleep & wake again to fried them.. to fold those
samosa skins & fried it again. These are not complains,just need you guys to imagine...
Rush down to Pasir Ris taking MRT with humans traffic!
Headache strike & i took 2tablets of panadol for godness sake!
I doze off & guess what guys, i heard those conversation!!
Must there be a conversation about me while im sleeping?Like duhh~
Talk it to the face aites? Not when i doze off..
&& whose giving the attitude now?? Showing that fcuking face?
I heard you & the "outsider" voice the loudest!!
Like hello... You just tumpang here.. This is our days & you so the EXTRA~
Sedah sikit.. So what if you are the oldest among us! BigFcuk?! *Spit*
Haha. Ya like real.. I just remember the phrase "Jangan bawak orang luar ehh.."
Hahahahhaa! Eh whatever laa ehh...
You even book another room,like what the hell??
Anyway its not only me whose unhappy about this..
Even i was told that you only wanted your way... Haha.
Figure it out urself..
You Only Think About Yourself.

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Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Today is my last day @ITE Head-Quaters as
an Executive Assistant in Human Resource Department.
My Contract has ended. && now struggling finding a new stable job.

"Babe..Kau mane ilang? Tak call ako smue.."
"Kau busy dgn nightlife kau sia... Call je kat club.."
Am i that busy with my nightlife? Am i??
Hmm. Guess so.. My pay all ended up finish @either drinks or Clubs.
Too much enjoyment for me. Making this resolution for 2009 a serious one.


If I place my heart in ur hand will u keep it safe for me??
Will u cherish, love and protect it & treat it compassionately??
I trusted another with its keep, once a long time ago..
He mishandled it,dropped it and broke it...
Fortunately, not irreparably.
So,i picked it up and took it home and hid it away fer awhile.
It was so damaged... nearly destroyed, very sensitive & fragile.
Im on the verge of giving up to put it back together but as i did
it has never been e same.
It's still too fragile 2 trust 2 anyone, who plays an unfair game.
It's way to delicate to be mistreated, or tossed to and ‘fro
& until I met u,
I was afraid 2 let it go.
I'm beginning 2 think it is possible, 2 expose it again- 2 love like before.
If e person that I entrust it with treats it gently...
Although it appears e same as all others, it's from a special lot,
it may not seem distinctive to u, but it's the only one I've got.
So, r u able to keep my heart safe? I noe it's a lot to ask...
Be honest, if u can't promise at this time,u may not desire the task.
I'll just keep hoping the time will come... all good things usually do.
I've learned 2 be patient, and I'll recognize e moment...
Years passes,u tend to slip it off ur palm..
Its hurts to see the thing that u treasure didnt handle well by someone
you trusted. But DAMN,it fell once off ur bear hands.
It was a big impact that i cant get hold off myself.
It was damaged,damaged like before but worst too pieces.
Theres no more hope for me.
But you prove me wrong,you put it back together patiently & carefully.
You manage it but like before its not the same...
We tried not to slip it again..but sometimes its falling apart by itself..
All this while it just falling apart itself but we tried hard to
get it back in place.. We didnt give up nor give in... i love you dear!
Thats the best thing about our relationship.

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Monday, January 5, 2009

Happy New Year Everyone!
Dont talk about my New Year celebration cause it sucks anyway! Pfft~
*Skip*
The next day on Thursday night went Dbl o with the usual ones.
Ive got this 6 sense
that im gonna saw someone who i dont want to meet!
Yaa.. We met! My mood tend to drop &
i stand aside && took those Tequila shots..Uggh.
Went to the toilet..
See my reflection on the mirror & i saw her!
Like luckily she smile at me & i wave at her.
Haha. Then my mood are back! LOL.
Like after that the dancefloor fill with the Music
"WAteva!! Watevaa!!"
Hahahaha.
Its make me more into the mood
when i took my Tequila Shots
&& Shahril(Singapore Soccer Player)
just right beside me smile !!!! Wuhuuu~
LOL.

Tomorrow gonna be my last day at work!!
I need a stable job!!
I cant possible work AlleyBar through out my life.
& even Baby hates me working night shift...
Ive promise him once ive got a stable job ill quit AlleyBar.
Hes in Camp now... :(

Done our shopping for Chalet comin up..
Gonna MIA soon. haha! Addios love ones~

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