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Thursday, November 27, 2008

Damn Tiredd !! *Screeeammm*
Baby fetch me from work yesterday finish @11pm(AlleyBar).Its was raining heavily lor.
Too bad for the clubbers get wet before getting in.Awwwww~ Haha.
Movida was pack with greats song right after 10! Besstt peee... hhahahaha.
Imagine "Hindustan song" was played! (Dum Macale~) LOL.
I felt asleep in the bus 30 on Baby's lap. Thanks sayang.. Too tired.Tsk!

Today went to work with Beloved bestie, tty!!! Miss you la babe.
Lots of story to share xiaaa..Nvm,theres always tomorrow kan kan ty?? :D
So bored so i went online shopping,thinking of buying graphic t-shirt for baby..
but i dont know which to choose! :(
Im fickle-minded remember??
These 3 design were the best one i choose.









Even the color i not yet to choose.! Tsk.



Guys help me out here. Pls.. Need ur opinion lor.
Which is the best design so i could have it order soon.
Thanks . :))

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

My dearest,
I realise that every thing i do will link to you, every shits i did still, you will be there.
(no matter what!)
Ive learned that every insult you've made its either you, wanna to hurt me cos ive had hurt you till you jz too upset.. or its a way to make me awake! Cos i knew myself, i knew that im a stubborn one indeed.
Previous action i realise im at fault. Ive apologise.
"I da maaf kan you awal2 lagi..." Thanks baby.
Still you are the best.
You are there when im alone.
Without fail calling me & ask me how im doing but instead i rebel & hang up the phone.
But you still never give up to contact me & such.
Till the day i fell from "outside" world& snap out& realise you actually are the one.(Love is blind)
Im just being damn stupid !! Comments every where given about me & you... Its seems that you fighting against those words. Words that you proven me wrong.
Starting from today baby,i will be right by your side till you leave me to "Tekong" :(
Im gonna took these days the opportunity to spent my days with you.. God damn it,ill fcuking miss you dear!!....
LOVE,
elly.
Happy 18monthsaryy baby!


I LOVE YOUUUUU ~
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Monday, November 24, 2008


Good Morning humans-being &&to those animals thats barely cant gets their comments to themselves! "blackbull & geng" LOL.

I did had a wonderrrfuuuul, weekends. :)

It went well though. But ill keep it low for now.
Lets make the time to tell.Dont want to push things.Cos i want tis to work out well~ :D

Thanks to "TEH". AlleyBar accepted me. && ya,gonna start this Wednesday.
Hais. $$$ needed lor.. :(
Time runs so fast & it left only few weeks till the day. tsk!

This month-payday.Gonna have some relationship tighten going on..
Partttyyy on ladies nytes.
Shopping spree time..
Eat&talk session (my fun part) LOL.
Cant wait2! *jump up&down*

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Friday, November 21, 2008


Ive predict earlier, it wouldnt be long...
"Nk seribu dayah,tknk seribu dalih!"
You've given up already?Pfft~ So fast?? Ughh. Obviously you're not my player.
There you go,shoosh.Peng will help you the way..haaa!As if i care~
I realise actually im running from problems & acting tru out.
Im enjoying my life by lying to myself.
What am i thinking?? Neglacted love one,Fik. Stressing up as hes NS soon.
Files pilling up at work.
Mood swing & stuffs. Im running away from it!!
All this while, i kept my schedule tight enough till no space for me to reflect myself. I feel ive made a wrong move. Firstly, Fik; Sorry.I agreed, i being rebelious all this while.. Just stressing up with life.. Secondly; Abgfaz,sorry to make you involved. Those messages you send ill granted it.Cos i realise that you the one who make us strong together. Ive long enough had treat you as a brother.Fyi,noone will replace fik easily!. I can promise you that. It gonna took months or even years..
&& impossible for me to forget him easily or even i will not forget him in my life after those ups & down we been tru..



Payday coming up!! :D
Parrtttyyy with gfs coming up!!
Shopping spree coming up!!
Bonus coming up!!
Chalet coming up!!
New year coming up!!

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

hahahahahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahahhaaa!!
BlackBull !

Not trying to please you or make you smile,when it comes to competition you're out.Im not even least jealous. Heres some advise,click your heels together and wish you had a better life than mine.

Ive alot of time,dont worry dear! LOL.
Mybe im too much.HAHA,As if i care gitu!
ohya.your words didnt pull me down a little inch pon.SO.. ya try harder black bull
If i have the time to read your guys blog same goes to eu bulls.
&& im sure you guys gonna see this *smile widely*
Barang baiikkkkk peeee !!!!

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eh2, LOOK "someone" TERASE yoouuuuuuuuuuuu !!~ hahahahhahahahaa!

Kenape TERASE???

1. They knew they need the clorox stuff!
2. Dibodoh2 kan & di buang tepi tetapi "cover" malu shes dump him. uggh!
3. Cos they the one who have alot of comments to state about me & bf.
(Its me who spit & its my own silva to lick it back baby! ;P)
4. I never stated that shes still interested in my bf.I stated "Jealous" je pe..haha~
5. Because kao kan mix around with the two faces-bitch! Pasal tu kao tao pasal ako.Ade mase jgk korg bobal pasal ako ehh.. haha. Thanks ehhh! Kirim salam sunz tu skali.. :))
6. Childish?? Theres a kid in me i tao... but whos the childish one at school?LOL lari2 mcm budak keling kene air panas! Suare2 pls tkmu step cute.Benci uh!.
7. Confronted you guys before "NICELY" but hahahaha step muke BODOH dua2! LOL. yek je lebih kat blog. Pfft~

Cepat uh ramai2 teguh ku kat skola! Boring ahh gini main2 tru blog!! Take "daringg" gitu.
Dont give me excuse tk kuase! Hahaha. Ohya,nk teguh?? Nmpk kite tgk bwh je smue.LOL.Korg just mepek&& kentalan jubz.
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Monday, November 17, 2008


My life getting back to the past??
Back to the old days as if im restarting my life all over again!! *smack head*

"My intention here to stand up back on my feets trying to move on & adapting to oldfrens. Yup im single.Between me & fik has ended but doesnt mean im available. Infact i still love him so does he. We still in contact though.&& for eu, i treat eu not more than a fren. Doesnt mean we went out & spent time together happily that im in love with you.No.You misunderstood it sir.I shared my problems with you cos you a good listening as i knew.You ask me several time "do you love me?" Immediately i said "No!" & you took it as a joke.But god damn it i really dont love you.My love still there at Fik's hand.It still early to tell ! For godness sake stop pushing things!!Im sick of it for ur info !!~"
-EllyButterfly


Another godness sake favour, tkmu masok campor && comment not needed from you!! Haha.Jealous is the word kan kan??. Jangan marahh~ If you thing you better prove it pls cos i dont see any intresting thing in you sehh.Pls..Ade ko nk banding diri kao dgn ako?? Tkd la..ako tk la sebrape..tapi tk seburuk ko ah! Biar tk lawa uh tap dalam mau bersih ah beb.Lu lua da itam dlm pegi clorox ah! hahah.Kesian kan kene pakai.Tak sampai brape minggu.LOL. Pompan bodoh,da kental step "POWER" sehh.. Benci.Benci sehh... (Black Stick) Or any way.Hes all urs lao ko nak; (tk malu) LOL.Ko kn suke bekas org sbab tk laku.You make me do this babe... && kawan ko yg name step barang baik! Haha. Cermin diri dulu k sblum nk kate ako.(ako da cermin dah.setahu ako,ku tk seitam korg ahh! hahaha) -For Laugh & Joy.

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Friday, November 14, 2008

*Random Picture*
Planning of weeks,thought of giving a visit to St James/Dbl O this coming week.(Ladies Nyte)
With gfs,Ruby. Get back contacting with Lost BestFren,Arman. :D

Fik? Seriously we cant move on.My heart pulling me not to go but i must face the fact that i shud go. Chances given,but hais... You told AbgFaz about it,but hey overall its me who suffered with you, & stop blamming me. You insult me when ure mad. Ive enough.. Too much,those simple insult words hurt me deep enuf.Sorry of not answering those calls.Ignoring you & stuff we just need our own space & time dear. I knew its not the good moment for me to go as you need someone to be with since eu leaving 4 NS.But hey dear,look im here but we cant keep intouch with lyke before..It really reduces our arguements/misunderstanding etc. Importantly. I dont leave eu bcos of other guy its eu yourself im dissapointed with. Still ILY..fate not there i guess..

Life at work getting sloppy! My eyelid keep dropping every phrases i type.LOL.
Godness heaven its Friday!!! :D
Gonna fufill my sleep this weekend....
Take Care. have a good sleep peeps. Haha

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Monday, November 10, 2008

Life never been better.
The day of Fik's NS day getting closer. How should i adapt to it???
Like it or not i must go through it true.? Gonna spend much time with him as i could.
We,never been so well lately of "insecure" moment in each other.We talk things out,but i dont think we threw it all out deep enuf.So ya,gonna find one of the day to let it all out bebeh. Nah~ not going for the ZoukOut i guess. Its the day when he went in & say hello to Tekong!
I would not enjoyed myself well on that day.How shud i enjoyed?? Pfft` Take care of yourself dearest. I will always be here.Dun worry~ :)

&& some people get on my nerves!! They intend to blame others without check throughly! WTH??! Stop blaming others eu,black stick!Obviously its not me!It just one of ur haterz!. Gosh.Godness sake ive nothing to fight with eu about but
still i find eu funny & haha step "TERROR" seriously,ya thats the word!..LOL. Thanks An. hahhaha! :))

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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Feeling insecure occur again. Hate it. The past let it be. Ya,true.Hard for me.Started feeling this way after seeing the picture! Thanks to Kak Diana who comforted me.*Appreciated* Admire you much, as you still could up hold your marriage after those shits happened! But for me i intend to give up.It been almost 2years now.Still, those salty memo keeps haunting me.Feeling useless at the same time.Is it too late to back off?Always cant denied, still loving him.Sometime i ran from problems & sort of thinking but they keep chasing me.It make me breakdown at times.Insecure&his lies,weaknesses that i cant overcome well.Cant control my emotion!!They just sucks.


Ive learnt alot about relationship starting of 310507" Not always candyfloss all over it, sometimes it turn into a rotten egg w/o noticing it!People would say "Awww~ Love birds.."But hey?? Do you now how much i sacrifice on?Waste my tears??! && aboden love ones with him?? But then,i could only smile n say "Thanks" but really i mean it THANKS! But such people just cant dont understand of this such things "Wasting time just dump him!...""Ahh!There lots guys out there to be with.."blabalabalaa... Hello!? Should you be motivating me rather then pulling me down?? WTH?! Ya its true.It for my own good but please respect my desicion! I knew him well than others do.. lyke hello?? Almost everyday we met! From here i knew that whatever best to do is to listen to myself & follow my heart ! Fcuk those past & people gossips... its my life aniway.


Fik seems cant control his temper now adays.. He keeps shouting when i did a small mistakes & tend to drag it.. Hes seem insecure & dont trust me. So do i... We'll find a possible time to make this clear,one day.. ILY too much.. !

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Monday, November 3, 2008

Some pictures,outing @ECP with family & Afik. :)



Inside car. OTW home.tired liao~




This is HOTSTUFF,i must say! LOL. (inside joke)






Yeahh! I enjoyed my birthday bash people! Thanks to you guys who wishes me tru msges,

frenster comments & personally! Thank you alot. Love You guys. :)

I am fcuking shagged i must say.Birthday eve,count down suprisely by Melayu-sg guys.

Hahaha! Nk campak kat laut konon! LOL. && thnks to YUS(Watanabey) i took a couple photo with AbgRock!*smack forehead!*Thanks ehhhhhh... Korg BEST ah! Grrr.Went for dinner

@Sour Puss.Those who attended;



  • Hedir

  • Miski

  • Noor'ain

  • AbgRock

  • Yuz

  • Watanabey(Yus)

  • Apek

  • Iszy

  • Safarina

  • Inna

  • Rommie

  • Eddie

  • Kak bunga&daughter

Drank Long Island Tea.Mini celebration with Apek,Yuz,Iszy,Saf&sisters while others went

"Ming Arcade". Sat @Marina talk crap as usual.. && Saf & sister gone case! LOL.Went bck home took Cabbies.Reaches home *time check* 3.45a.m





On my Birthday itself,went shopping(& i mean srius shopping) with Deary..

Meet Beloved Ruby & Fren outside her workplace.Kisses Deary Goodbye with my shopping bags,he went home! How sweet is he !!*Appreciated*Clock strike 10.Took cab to

St James Powerhouse! Long que... && how cool, i got in FREE!Thanks to the bouncer who wishes me! :)) Got myself Lemon tequila shot & Cherry tequila shot.

Jug of Cranberry Vodka & Vodka Sprite.

The Bouncer keep saying "Birthday gal not drunk ahh??" LOL.

"Wa steady lagi ok! haahaha!"

Yeah its was Fun. :)*time check* 515am.

Outcome of to mcm enjoyment w/o a proper sleep...
Uggh! Pathetic Face!











Another Pathetic news! Mohammed Shahfiq Bin Yaccob will be called NS man(Army)

on the 13 december!! Holy Shit the day has come!! AHHHHHHH.

Stated: 4weeks&9weeks.! Ugh. 13 dec???! Cant you wait after Zouk Out??! Shit-man!. Pfft~


Gonna Miss You baby! Spent more time with me while you right by my side! Gosh.

Cant believe it...Time run so fast.. We party all out this 12th aite sayang!

Ill behave outside,dont worry honey! muah!!


Damn it why must on ZoukOut!? Shit!!





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