It's faith in something & enthusiasm for something that makes a life worth living.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Life not doing so well.
Dont want to think no more..
Tears no longer been seen.
Its just me,myself and i...

The name is Whitey.
Nenek said: huh? Wati??

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

| 1:30:00 AM |

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Seriously i need to do something! I need to change my life!! Can i??
Stop partying????

| 6:39:00 PM |

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

to sister,
I dont meant to hurt you. But its hurt deep down inside that you treated me that way.

As ur elder i guess,i need some respect atleast. Im sorry to left all those stracthes on you.
Mybe you thought im too harsh,but hey im always here givin u face,cover up ur ass etc. You simply dont appreciate it.

Thats what really upset me.
We're not like before.
Gang up to sabotage our last two sister&brother,make faces together when Ayah nags,share stuffs.

I miss old you.
Once again,im sorry. I love you.

| 10:59:00 PM |

"Love sick dreaming when we first met,you gave me ur world with no regrets.. Never thought anything could come against. One missed step & im on my own. Behind closed doors,i was broken though..
Trying to keep it out of the sight.
Signs that say to give up.. Just tear me down or lift me up,
No time for tears...

Im looking foward for ZoukOUT bebeh! But im so fickle minded... Hmm,i get frustated cos theres no more one piece swimming suit at Reef! Tsk.

Im still considering about it. I want the one piece swimming suit!!! Then, there will be no doubt for ZoukOUT! *eyebrow

Random*
I need to do some thing with my hair here!!

Wanna make it red this tyme,&again,again,& again rebond it! ;P
I wanna make it long till my bra length n do the long-waiting wavy perm!!
Stay tune... Haha.

Hate Army,
Pay less,loads of work,less attention for me!

&you!
*speechless..

| 4:55:00 PM |

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

How sad. I am no longer in Vivocity guys,i was transfered to Ion-orchard..
Its really a sudden one..

Today my off day,no plan,so im slacking at home..
Bebe busy driving! Ugh.
BoredBoredBoredBored !

ZoukOUT coming! Shit need to make the request off day fast. Tsk!

| 2:26:00 PM |

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Finally ive done my nails! Im so happy.. Met bebe gemok for dinner,thankz for e treat!
Alwayslovingyougemok!!
We really had fun,even a short meet up. We're both damn shagged,bebe just book out.& its my off day.
We dying to meet! Waliao 1week busy in camp,sometime theres no time for 'hows day?' ,'da makan?','i love u','miss u..' he was really busy that 1week yknow!

Bebe going Taiwan trip is drawing nearer somemore!
Die Die Die Die!

Guess im not going butterfactory tmrw,im shagged after having so much dancing going on yesterday at dbl o! *evil smile*
Ohh,bebe knows it,so dont waste your time reporting to him.. Pfft..

Still im just simply dont get it,why theres always a bunch of them will be jealous/cant see us happy/sick of us being togetherness,whatever it is why must you guys concern?? What with the sarcastic question & reply??

'maseh dgn shahfiq??'
'yahh..'
'sayang menyayangi pe...'
'OFCOURSE!'

pathetic laa. I knew i dont leave in a prefect love life, we working on it. Still we do have alots of joys when u guys not arnd. But you,ur love life?? Haha. Cap Maggi Curry,3minute nyer! do something about it ya? Before judging others. Get over it please!!

P/s: you make me more wanna hold him tight! Bodoh.

| 12:16:00 AM |

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Butterfactory,Guestlist this saturday!!! Weweweee~ -_-"
Im so missing him!

Not in a stable mood now. 'PMS'
So please dont irritate me pig butt! Ya,joke around. Dont ever get over! -for someone whom trying so hard to be 'gerek' just now!

Sale not doing well... How sad,but this make my day!
Our regular customer @TOPMAN VIVOCITY.

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TAUFIQ BATISAH!!! =DD
Kakak & me left the cashier for this precious moment! Haha.
He did visit us a few tymes but i always busy with payments.. Hais..

How about that..??
HAHAHAHAHA! =P

Dorg pun nk jugak.... Haha.

I miss Shahfiq Yacob!! Bookout cepat la dey!

| 12:32:00 AM |

Monday, November 9, 2009

Ill never stop thinking of you.
Ure the one who make me smile.
Your love have been apart of me.
Never will forget the day how we met & get this far..

For all the things that i have done & say,for all the hurt that ive cause you. I hope you will forgive me baby cause that never meant to do...

Obsessed.

| 3:57:00 AM |

Sunday, November 8, 2009

its my off day today, stay home like a good girls do. ;P

Till i caught them red handed,as usual...

She was sitting alone peacefully...

Until this one rascal came.

Then its happen.. Never ending fights!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Thats my second last sister & the only rascal in house..

| 6:44:00 PM |

Saturday, November 7, 2009

I thought ive overcome it,but its still haunting me down. Its 5 plus in the morning,i dont dare to shut my eyes to sleep back..

I dreamt of the past happening now/soon or whatever,im insecure.i just hate myself. Its was 3am. I woke up & called up bebe twice. Theres no answer.
So i went back to sleep n praying not dreamt it again or to encounter it.

But still the story of my nightmare seems to continue once i shut my eyes..

How i wish you were here...

| 5:57:00 AM |

Monday, November 2, 2009

Im suppose to drag my feet to work. But my eyes was fcuking swollen.. Of one whole day crying & fighting with boyfren. He dragged me to polyclinic instead. Ive received a magic drop from the doctor,n tadaa slowly the swollen cool off..

Boyfren make up of what he did. & treated me to dinner. :)

Mom gave me,sweet kan.. She place it on my desk. Thanks mom!

Same goes to my sister. Despite of our never ending fights.. Thanks. Much love!

Waited 4 this 'always-siap-lembab!' infront his house. Since i wore high waisted short,tak sopan kan nk masuk umah dier! LOL.

We thougt of strolling at ion. But its getting late. So we just proceed 4 our dinner. We have alot in mind,so we just follow the path.. We were engrossed chatting together till we ending up at somerset. Haha. So we made our way to cineleisure.

We tried CHICAGO STEAKHOUSE!
go try! Got promotion 1 for 1,worth it,serious shit!

Boyfren hungry pig!

Tak tunggu org beb,dier proceed dulu!! Haha.

These was what we got 4 dinner. Yumylicious!

After dinner. Photo taking..

Its really a rough path for us. We endured,its either me or you. Every minute slowly things changes same goes my love to you.. I tend to get hurt over every small things.
We learning to adapt.

I cant 4get the past, sometimes its appear in my dream.. I hate myself.. im stepping up foward, for my good, for our good...
Ive learnt that past really can pull us down.

We both busy with work & theres where we learnt to cherish & tresure each other.

No one can understand & endure my feelings/behaviour like you do.

Happy 29th monthsary.. Im still loving you & its still growing like how its use too...
I hope for e best. :)

to the only, Mohammed Shahfiq bin Mohammed Yacob. Much love