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Friday, October 31, 2008

The Suprise Birthday Bash !!
Its was a nearly a "cocupt" one. But we handle it well. Hee.
For me & shahfiq we in-charge of e deco. Well,we manage to do the banner well but
not the balloons! :( They keep bursting & flew away!!!. Damn it.

For Ken's Family they incharge of the drinks&cake. Guava juice. But they did not
have the container to mix the drinks! *Smack forehead*
Solution had been made,birthday boy's mum manage to brought it.

For Rayme's Family incharge of the foods to me brought here.It goes well...
Untill.. bah! Birthday boy came first before the closest ones came..
Birthday boy yang kene tunggu orang!Aiyooo.
But they are working sia.. Oh well still the came liao! :)
Thanks.


Finally! Cutting of cake!
Haa.Atlast birthday boy tk dapat kek.Sebok bagi2 orang..Awww~
Ken's family.

Rayme's

My Kakak-Kakak !

Shit.Damn it!


Ok.Pose ! :)


Ken,Asad(birthday boy),Katak,Rayme,Fire.


Hee.The beer which Katak told us "Rase beer manis2 dari France ni..."
Hahahhaha!.


Katak,Fire,Asad,Rayme,Bob.


In the middle of Champagne.


After the Champagne,Red wine,White wine,Red wine,White wine again&
finally finish it up with Absolute Vodka wif Orange Juice! Fuhh Powerrrrr..
Credit to the bartenders Fire&Katak who bought 4 bags of em'from work...
Haha.

Well.Its a BLAST one in the end! :)
We left around 4plus. & i joined my Parent fishing & bbq together with Shahfiq!
So we stayed overnite there. Will update the pictures . :)

Gambar tertinggal during the OpenHouse.


Gonna celebrate my Birthday Tomorrow People @Butterfactory! Wuhuu. :D

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Thursday, October 30, 2008



These gonna happen if Boredom Strike in Class.!










Suprise Birthday Bash's Pictures not yet been receive! :(
Hold on in there.*

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Loads to update. Yet, not today!! Work stuffs are killing me alive. Gosh!
Files with tag "URGENT" God damn it stop it. I have 'enuf man. More than 'enuf !

*Smack forehead*

Though i enjoyed my holiday,jyeahh.. *Smile widely*
&& hah.i rebond my hair back babes. LOL. Back to the basic!! *chuckle*
More pictures to come on how i celebrate Deepavali with love ones! Hee. I had funn..
Suupperrr Fun!!

Bout the suprise birthday party was a little cocupt in the begining but was a BLAST one in the end! :) more updates tomorrow aites ,beautiful people.





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Friday, October 24, 2008

Its Friday! Loonngg weekends yaw" including Monday! hees.
Gonna spent my weekends at ECP as we gonna set-up a suprise birthday party for a fren!
Cool or what?! yeahh. Suprise.Suprise.


All done.
-Banner.
-Balloons.(Silver&Gold)
-Food.(Mee&Beef steak)
-Drinks.(Halal&non-halal)
-Calling the birthday boy to come down.
Only left with changing of place..hmmmm..






Love Hym Much.! We take things slow.
(Tak lari ke mane gunung dikejar)chey.heh


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Thursday, October 23, 2008


♥ I LOVE these boys ♥





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*Dreams*

Can it be true?? *Curious*





*Snap**Snap*



Im on the verge on giving up in my work place.Its sucks really!!

Everyday, there will be urgent files! What the fcuk! How shud i finished my other work stuffs,that i must do everyday!??? They been delayed because of those "urgent files" given. Damn it!!.Fcuk pig! ugh. I seriously need a break for godness sake.! Gosh.



Life getting worst.Especially with people surround.I get easily irritated!!
Major on "ehem".I mean everytime i see their pictures in frenster etc.
I get digust in sudden! Hahha. Two faces. Bahhhhhh~ Face it you guys are a pain in the ass!
I dont live to pleasee you guys! fcuking whore n babarians.. LOLS. I just looovvvee calling you guys names as you guys really deserved it actually! Pfft..



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Wednesday, October 22, 2008





Style kapee.. Yeah! Like finally we done the banner for a fren suprise birthday party!!.
Team work that counts,cheychey! LOLS!
Ok.its the middle of the month & as usual im broke! Ugh!!.
This coming pay really mean alot to me..haha!. Lots of stuffs in mind damn it.
-New Handphone
-Sign up line
-Anniversary gift
-Shopping spree
-A night of "magarita" Huahauaha!
&&&
DEPTS!!

Still,im gonna take things slow & steady.. Haha! i mean between me & shahfiq of course.
No third party! NoNoNo~
Hah.& guys try ur best to break us up cos i dont give a fcuk! cause eu guys just losers,
Bunch of jealousy there so better kill em' its not a good thing though!
Victoria with my picture.wuhhooo!



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Monday, October 20, 2008


Even though we not an item as before.
I still treasure our anniversary.
&& its coming. Im cracking my head now,of
things to buy for
the day! Ugh.Ideas ani one??
Plss.Plss.. I treasure the day we met & he still someone
who realli meant for me.He still do..

&& my birthday coming people!
1 November!
So ya, do ur job guys. Haha! Love.

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Spent my weekends with Shahfiq,
Nah.Still not an item yet.Just we need to meet up to finish a Birthday Banner for a fren this upcoming Sunday.So ya,went Jurong West for the black cloth.Gold&red sprays.&& TWINE!.
Told him to bring some "kueh raya" from home! Haha.yeah he did,the cookies,honey cornflakes(favourite!!),Pineapple tarts & etc..
&& F&N orange 1 bottle! haha.



Hes just too excited!. Relax llaaa..


Ok.Start it slooowww.....

A little vogue-licious there....


UUgghh !! Guess we went overboard! LOLS!




I just feel comfortable in his hands no others!!
Still i love him... no one can change it or either can i force it..
I realise im not being fair here by contacting my ex.. & for him,i can see he trying hard to change.. So guess i dont want to play around with people feelings here.. hmm.Yeah,i waiting HIM(Shahfiq) for his return even it takes months.! I believe he wud change!.It all about time & space.




Get to know you guys are bunch of hypocrite,bustards & etc.
Pfft~ No wonder... Haha.Ill stay away from eu guys the best i can! Cos you guys just a bunch of animals,thats the words if baby brother can describe!! HAHA. Fcuker! All two faces!!. Guess what ive save one of ur little fren here from using him & digging up his $$$. What a fren??!! Pfft..Suprise! Suprise!! You guys no worthy to called each other a fren!! Back stabbing each other back! OMGG!!Oh well,im off from ur side assholes.So,ya no more of my or ur business guys.. These are just a last word,ya? ;)

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Thursday, October 16, 2008

HAHHAHAHAHA!

*LAUGH OUT LOUD PEOPLE*
Sumpah,ni takde keje! Pagi2 webcam.. lols !!
So, Iszy..
Ive explain to you what i felt right?
So you respect my decision right?? Thanks...
You understand me.. :)
So no high hopes aites ! But still ill appreciate everything you did aites!!

Me& Shahfiq will not be communicate or see each other
till he believe that he changed his attitude!
Ill wait,but no high hopes too... Its either he change or i leave! :))

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008


"World is Round, People!"
People surrounding suprise of the sudden broke up.Hahs!You shud not.!Really!
I need space & i just need me & my life && to pick up my self.

Blog,the place where i express my feelings into words.
What i felt which no one knoes.

I do still love him,cant denied.I cant easily forget him,obviously! After those sarcrifises i did to keep our relationship strong this pasts.
Ive give up?Guess so?
Now,i just want him to appreciate me & how sincere is him to me...
I want him to change for the better!

& he promise me he will... he kisses my hand (countless) with his & my last words.
He gonna miss me & so do i...
We putting a gap there between us,& to reflect on our ownself.

Message received this morning:

"By,i takle tdo shey..i reflect i nye diri rabak2,it true,my prangai 2 u is shit..i luf u tat y i will change,i will miss u but i can still look at our pic in my wallet..im not ur ex,not ur fren..DUN 4GET ME..dun delete this msg.."

The meantime,ive said it & ill said it again im dont want any replacement!.
I will just sit back & enjoy my life while waiting for our relationship to restart fresh new!
It gonna take months...
Im depending on you,for us to be back as usual, Shahfiq!

To Lidya,
Shahfiq wanna apologize of his wrongs.
He wanted to call you & tell it direct.
He just upset..
Hope you understand & forgive him.

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Monday, October 13, 2008






Yes.Suprise ? Hmmm.. I did made everything clear here.
Im officially Single,YES!
About the picture above? We are fren,well do.
We went to Open House @BukitBatok.Since he going there too why not?
Mind his faces,he down with fever.. hahs!.
He did wanting me to cum back,but usual
phrase i will utter "Dont rush things please.. I need time.."

We had our long conversation & did confese to him im contacting my ex.!
&& get the fact right yaw,
I left him not because of others guy etc.
It bcos i had enuf of his attitudes,he didnt treat me well this past years& he seems didnt appreciate me all this while..

I just need to be free for now.Not meaning of flirting,just a space for
"no more hurting/jealousy/misunderstanding". That every relationship would have.


& for this period of times,
i learn to see who's more sincere.. cos guys always failed in time(waiting).

We'll see....

P/s: Im over with flirting around game.Back off please if you just here trying to play around.Cos im not intrested.Stop those sweet-talk-mother-fcuker!! Please dont say it if you don mean it.If you guys,serious for it.Dont give up.Cos once i felt eu giving up,you out of the game.Cos you are not sincere enuf.. I dun mind being single for years till i found the one who suits me..


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We seems very very close, agree?? Especially with TOT!! (Lidya)heh.
&& ya lidya. ur post touches me in a way,really.. Thanks babe.. :)

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