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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Feeling insecure occur again. Hate it. The past let it be. Ya,true.Hard for me.Started feeling this way after seeing the picture! Thanks to Kak Diana who comforted me.*Appreciated* Admire you much, as you still could up hold your marriage after those shits happened! But for me i intend to give up.It been almost 2years now.Still, those salty memo keeps haunting me.Feeling useless at the same time.Is it too late to back off?Always cant denied, still loving him.Sometime i ran from problems & sort of thinking but they keep chasing me.It make me breakdown at times.Insecure&his lies,weaknesses that i cant overcome well.Cant control my emotion!!They just sucks.


Ive learnt alot about relationship starting of 310507" Not always candyfloss all over it, sometimes it turn into a rotten egg w/o noticing it!People would say "Awww~ Love birds.."But hey?? Do you now how much i sacrifice on?Waste my tears??! && aboden love ones with him?? But then,i could only smile n say "Thanks" but really i mean it THANKS! But such people just cant dont understand of this such things "Wasting time just dump him!...""Ahh!There lots guys out there to be with.."blabalabalaa... Hello!? Should you be motivating me rather then pulling me down?? WTH?! Ya its true.It for my own good but please respect my desicion! I knew him well than others do.. lyke hello?? Almost everyday we met! From here i knew that whatever best to do is to listen to myself & follow my heart ! Fcuk those past & people gossips... its my life aniway.


Fik seems cant control his temper now adays.. He keeps shouting when i did a small mistakes & tend to drag it.. Hes seem insecure & dont trust me. So do i... We'll find a possible time to make this clear,one day.. ILY too much.. !

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