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Monday, September 22, 2008

Deep Down What I Felt.

Baby,
Starting to missing you.You busy with your work.We have no time for each other.But if theres always some space for us,you dont give a damn to fill the tyme with me.I always waited at home for your calls&especially to meet you up.But seem you didnt care.Those readers if you noticed my relationship with him,theres lots&lots&lots of up&down obstacles we facing.But still there be no end to our love story..But as if its gonna end in anyway my feeling to him would never change & it gonna stay strong.I try and try so hard to keep our love alive.Each time you let me down,but still im in love with you.I forced myself to understand you.. For once please show me that you appreciate me these past years.It cut so deep down to my soul.I just dont know when its gonna end.It gonna end till i stop loving you.But its not gonna end cos i keep loving you..Without myself notice there always tears rolling down my cheek.Just cant understand you..I feel neglacted.When the time you called me up,it will always"I da nk kwa pegi keje,bye" "I da balek,bye" What do you treat me as??Spare some thoughts for me,godness sake?? Ive been very lenient to you.VERY VERY!I also have been forcing myself to think positvely.If the,"betrayal" word comes again in our relationship,i promised myself its the end of us.It for-sure will be over!Now,you act as if you dont care,why me acting as if i care more??! You didnt treat me well this few daes.. We'll see how far you will continued this way.. & tomorrow you will be with your friends & again no time for me?? Hmm..
Fyi guys.You might see with your bare eyes that i spent my time with him more,no eu guys are wrong!If there a chance for us to meet up,its gonna be a 30mins/2-3 hours meet up! & its always gonna be around our place!What the hell? I want a real outing/date!!Whats so hard about that??Its not as if everyday for a real outing,i asked for..once every 2weeks would be enuf!First,you didnt allowed me to have fun with my girls!I listened to you but ending up you didnt even care to bring me out??!I just cant understand what on earth you really want from me...
As i said ill wait..


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