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Thursday, August 28, 2008



Ive once said,i was there with you to have/make me secure in those arms.I believe you could.
You knew about my past.You know how he beat me up everytime he took those drugs.
You took my heart from him when he was inside.I ran to those arms of yours.
Maybe you dont know how i actually felt.
Guys out there,pls do tell hym how i felt after you guys read this.
Cos im not answering his calls & will be changing my no. soon without him knoeing.

I felt insult after hearing those phrases about a year.
As if you looking forward of giving back my heart to him.
You knew i suffered before!!
Let me,myself bring my heart to him.
Ive moved.
You pleading and taking back your words just now.
but i turn myself to deaf!
Ive suffered alot so does you, this relationship.

The question was asked;
"Who does you suffered most???"

Suprisely,i answered
"YOU!"

Simple,I suffered more with you cause i love you the most!
I never love a guy,the way i love you.


To you or some people would said that sometimes we fight over a small
matter.But still i cried n stuffs.
Simple.How small the cut is,but still it bleeds.
Im here really forcing myself to go back to him.
But deep inside im scared!!For ur sake,i will.
He now turns to be a drug-addict!The time
he turns that way,his anger will be cool off by beating me up.
Cos i exprienced before.
Luckily fate came,for me to know you.
Thats the reason i ran to you!


You kept pestering me to go back to him ,everytime we fight.
So i took it real.
Thought it,mybe the best for you,as i dont even one to hurt you
nomore.





You told me to think.
Yes i did.Guess it time for you to push me back to him.
ive no one else.Its either You or Him.
I choose him,cause let me suffered in his hand rather than yours.
Cause i dont want to hate you one day.
I treasured alot in our relationship.
I did sacrifice for it n even give in when its ur wrong so did you.




But still im hopping that you will come back for me when i cant
endured the suffer.Please.
And please come back when you changed.

You should know what i hate most about you.Lied !
Yes.You lied alot to me.A lot.
Mostly thats what i suffered in our relationship.





Maybe people would think im stupid,going back with him.
But this what you want,shahfiq.
You said,you angry the point of time and it slip out of ur mouth.
Have you think what i felt???
It been a year,eu kept saying that.
How shud i endure it???
I feel insult !


You said im too embarrased to be with you!
No! I always talk about you to my frens,siblings and even my mother!
I kept praising you here n there!!
Why should i embarrased of you being with me??
Im proud of having you with me!




And ya,No! This not revenge or stuff that you think!
It just my decision to grant those wishes you love to utter!
Dont put those blames on me.



You said, i didnt trust you!
Ya true,BUT i did TRYING!!!
You didnt give me the chance too !

You told me,You also did not trust me as you were working im outside!??
So what the hell am i doing??
Everyday after work,i straight went back home??
And waiting for you to finished work???!!
Guess you didnt appreciate me..



Guess that we just need our own time and think...
P/S: I Love You.












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