Photobucket It's faith in something & enthusiasm for something that makes a life worth living.

Thursday, July 17, 2008



bby just called..


frankly by. im now fcuking sriously insecure.even though eu tried to make me feel not. i tried to pretend but i cant help it. ill be ok if you there owaes beside me. but when eu no where to be seen; i felt this way. but sometimes looking those eyes of yours; makes me melt. i cant barely move my life foward without you. Everytime i tried to express my feelings eu answered the same thing "Kalau i da boleh trust you balik,kenape you tkleh trust i lagi???" *Sigh!*


Both of us made a big mistake.I did forgive eu; n eu did forgive me.. i noe for sure eu would not forget it so am i. But by not forgetting it do eu intend to do the same fcuking shit again ?? i promised myself i wont! i realised its just hurting myself back in the end.i seriously sure would lost my patient bby! n i donwan tat day to come honey. I prefer to know the trufth by eu rather noeing it myself or frm other people's mouth ! I kept thinking of wat eu done to me. Theres times in my life where i wish i just wanna run away,i just wish the pain would stop. I dont wanna cry no more! Why i feel eu acting suspiciously??!! Is it just me or you really being suspicious?? I wish the pain would go away. Its hard for me to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit.You promised me eu would not did the shit again as you menyesal n mngaku tat its a wrong move.. You even told me tat eu cant forgive urself.But im fcuking shit confused bby! Is this for real? haiiss..


Seriously how shud i get the trufth ???




I've been thinking about Giving Up.But there's something inside me that's holding On when we don't know who's right Or wrong we still stay strong keep movin' on.And I Promise i will never leave now would u do the same for me??
Im fcuking stress up;Keep thinking of this. Even though eu answered it before i dont feel sastified...


My All - Mariah Carey





Mariah Carey-MyAll

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
{guitar break}
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
(I'd) give my all for your love
Tonight

| 2:55:00 PM |