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Wednesday, July 9, 2008

aggh !!


HATE tis !!!!





Tons of Quenstions running tru my head !!Fcuk; Please do me a favor answer it trufully& make sure you mean it !! Please !








Do you love me ?

Do you care for me ?


Am i the only one you have in heart ?


Do you ever appreciate all those sacrificies i did ?


What you felt aboout me ?


Do you force urself to be with me ?


All those cries&dissapointment issit just a show/drama ?


When you cried for me do you reali mean it ?


By hurting me does it make eu happy ?


Am i a burden to you ?


This one year is it all fake ?


Are you using me all this while ?


Am i here with a one sided love this past 1 year with you ?





All this quentions running tru me cos i feeling insecure right now !! All those lies we had make me recalled & as if it was yesterday ! im getting Trauma&Phobia kinda feel;each seconds my heart beat ! It hurting&im suffering slowly inside .....


Baby; answer me & please let me go ... stop fooling me around as i had enuf; yea i do been suffering& i oso been happy/enjoyed with eu this years. It was beautiful having you. But truly; i dont feel ur love !It as if im who forcing myself to believe tat eu there to love me ! its ugly baby. Having one sided love;waiting for a respone. Im here still waiting tat you cn love me deep down inside as i love you owaes. Am i lying to myself or is it you who lying to me this years ?? Aggh; Answer me b ! please.. im begging you for mercy shahfiq~

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