Thursday, July 31, 2008
Masaii !!
Yesterday;
Caught up with flu + sore throat=Medical Leave !
hahhaa!!
Uggh. Now, caught up with bad headache but no MC as my Sick Leave left 4 oni jer sehh! =(
Which must 'tahan' till end of year..
Aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!
| 10:03:00 AM |
Monday, July 28, 2008
My views on "Reflections on life"
Our life cannot always be full of happiness but it can always be full of love !
"He" who is blind to the view of ours souls, will not enjoy & see life as it is.
The more you plan,the less likely you will experience chance,therefore live life to the fullest.
A true friend is one who holds ur hand & thus touches ur heart.
When we get married, we won't know who lies ahead; until we hit the waves of life at sea.
Life is reality without an eraser !
Nothing in the future, will correct those moments that eu have missed in the past.
Don't waste time with someone who wont support eu in time of need.
Dont cry over what has happened in the past, but be happy that eu could enjoy the moment.
Always WORK;as if eu dont need money.
LOVE;as if nobody has hurt eu.
DANCE;as if nobody was watching eu.
SING;as if nobody was listening.
LIVE;as if this was paradise on earth.
Don't dispair, the nicest things will happen to eu when eu least expect them.
| 2:45:00 PM |
Finally we both got the tyme to town !!!
*chuckle*
********
Siblings;
The one&only brother love!!
| 10:49:00 AM |
Friday, July 25, 2008
i dont even know what on earth am i doing!! hahaha
Fcuking boredom striked !! My CPU @work been taken for upgrade; it took
2days!! Ugghh! Fcukk. These are the outcome going to work(office)
w/o CPU !!!
Yeahhh! now i have it back liao!!
Fiiinnnaaalllyyyy !!!
| 4:09:00 PM |
Had a birthday suprise for deelarh !
ya; it was a success indeed... =)
p/s: "Lu kena beb!!"
| 4:00:00 PM |
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Happy 16th Birthday Deelarh!!
MissYou la sehh... Hahhas;
Da besarrr dierr~
Happy Owaes Hor!
***
Miss you Shahfiq!
Sitting here thinking;
Of the times you've hurt me
wondering why i still love you
Maybe it's ur eyes
the way they make me feel so good inside
or the way eu smile.
tat makes me feel that i've never been so happy in my life.
It's probably just the way eu are eu.
A funny,sweet,caring,cute guy that every girls dreams of.
but all the times eu hurt me.
i just dont understand
why i still love you.
***
| 11:13:00 AM |
Monday, July 21, 2008
Sunday 20th June 2008Now get my Peaceful sleep as knoeing Bby's fine !
I woke up at 1plus. Bby still not awake.It passes 2+.
I received an unwanted called. "He" told me to come down Yishun to take the bill as the bill would always sent tru his house.So i thought of finished it all n wanting no more of "his" calls,i decided to collect the bill & settle it as soon.
Told bby about it.
He was fcuking disagree of me to go there alone.
He started accusing me stuffs !!
I were blow off!
Saying things that i really dont mean!
He kept slamming the phone !
I told hym to mit me.
So we did; n end up in fist fighting AGAIN!!
Cant help it;i cant control my tempered.
In the sudden;my stomach cramp; i dropped !
Bby pulled me up;i was really too weak to stand on my two feets.My views were in black&white.
Bby carried me(mcm baby!!) straight home.I was struggling in pain.He kept nagging to me!!
He told me to get myself rest&get some sleep.
Discovered i got my finger blueblack & cant straighten it sia!!Now im typing with one hand!How sad. =((
After i woke up;i felt a little better.Went to the hall;seeing bby mamam!
Kisses hym on the cheek&he feed me..
After tat i did Threading session to bby's!!
Taaaaddddaaaaa !!~ hahs. See that nose.Loving it; Err actually i fell in love with his lips ferst. =)
Sideburn Kodong ~ Grrr! Thanxs to "Gunting Rambot Shop" at Jurg West Lame!!
| 12:31:00 PM |
Sunday 20th June 2008
Waited Bby's called as usual @1 am back from work. I felt weird & sense something wrong ! Its was oready 3.30am. He still no where to be heard.I freak out & cried. I cant even close my eyes to sleep.So i went down to pioneermall Mc to check hym out there. But still hes not even there. My heart started beating very fast! Uggh. Went back home. I called up his fren still no sign of hym.Suddenly around 6+ am;my sister woke up & pass me her phone saying that Bby's on the line. Not yet saying a word; the phone when silent! I was bursting to tears all the way,feeling stress up & worried where the hack is this guy.I took a peek at the window; seeing a drunk bangla !! Fcccuuuuukkk!! not bangla its Bby siaa drunk!! I shouted. "Puki! Ko g mane?!! Naek atas skgg!"
Q&N session were done;
he went drinking at nearby coffee shop; ALONE! he tried calling me up but he cant get through me.(Guess i were busy calling up people to find hym!
Reason of geting hymself drunk: He felt insecure when i told hym im going town with sis. He started bursting to tears.He told me
Bby; "Asal eu suke marah2 i??"
Me; "Mane ku tk marah ko;tgk ahh pragai kao !Dari dulu memang ako slalu marah2 ko pe.. (in gurau)"
Bby;"Alaa. Skg i da sensitive sia ! Tktao asal sehh..
Hahhaha!
I laughed & hugged hym tight!! "iloveyou"
I laughed & hugged hym tight!! "iloveyou"
(Cibai kao ehh lap hingus smue kat baju ako!)
Den.. Bby's asthma attacked! He complained tat his heart beats so fast.He laid down on my lap.Fcuk! I was panic!! He said he too tired& difficult to catch his breath! So i quickly send him home. Luckily nothing srious ! hees. =D
Labels: loveyou hqeqhw
| 11:58:00 AM |
Saturday 29th July 2008Upset with Bby ! I waited for his called; but he was fast asleep. Guess he tired. Ok~ He wake up & gave me a called. I were expecting he to ask me out since i misses hym truck loads ! But he dissapoint me & went out of house early to bugis acompany his fren & straight to work ! And informed me to stay home! God damn it. I were pissed as i been going home straight after work & expecting to mit hym on the weekend! Aggh !
So i gave hym a called
Me ;"Eh,fik tolak ako 15 ketol ku nk kwa ah ! Mendak ah pat umah !!"
Bby ;"Ko nk pegy mane pulakk???!!"
Me ;"Takyah tau laa!!"
(He slamed the phone)
Me ;"Bodoh pe?? Letak2 tepon???Bleh pinjam tk 15 ketol??!"
Bby ;"KAO NAK PEGY MANE LAA??!! DGN SAPE???!"
Me ;"Tkyah tao la siaall...
I admited i am harsh to bby laa! Sorry.=( I were really pissed off that tyme!
He did passed me the money;he was quite upset about my behaviour.He passed the money & Ferrero rocher chocolate!(my favourite) how sweet of hym.I took the money & asked me again where am i going; told hym tat i planned to go town strolling wif my sis.Guess he dont believe it as i seldom went to town with sis. So i just look hym from behind as he walks away.
Sis & i changed plan to go Jurong Point instead to buy Ayah's present as the next day its his birthday.So we did;i used tat money to buy Famous Amos cookies in "Red T box" (beautiful**) & sister bought tolberone chocolate on a preety purple box using her savings.
Ayah did Cherish our presents!
I knew ayah would share the cookies & chocolate with us! Hahaa. So we also did enjoyed the present as well !
"HAPPY 42TH BIRTHDAY AYAH!"
P:S/dun forget my Bebe's stuffs on ur coming bonus hor !! =D
| 11:15:00 AM |
Friday, July 18, 2008
to: hqeqhw (read it trbalik and eu will figure it out)
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou
meet bby and boi'cute! hahha-firjani; after they finished work; at my void deck @2+a.m straight to pioneermall Mac. Hungry laaa.. Crap all the wwwwaaaaaayyyyyyyyy !! BOI"CUTE asyek TRIP uhhh kaoo !! hahhaa;
| 12:08:00 PM |
Thursday, July 17, 2008
bby just called..
frankly by. im now fcuking sriously insecure.even though eu tried to make me feel not. i tried to pretend but i cant help it. ill be ok if you there owaes beside me. but when eu no where to be seen; i felt this way. but sometimes looking those eyes of yours; makes me melt. i cant barely move my life foward without you. Everytime i tried to express my feelings eu answered the same thing "Kalau i da boleh trust you balik,kenape you tkleh trust i lagi???" *Sigh!*
Both of us made a big mistake.I did forgive eu; n eu did forgive me.. i noe for sure eu would not forget it so am i. But by not forgetting it do eu intend to do the same fcuking shit again ?? i promised myself i wont! i realised its just hurting myself back in the end.i seriously sure would lost my patient bby! n i donwan tat day to come honey. I prefer to know the trufth by eu rather noeing it myself or frm other people's mouth ! I kept thinking of wat eu done to me. Theres times in my life where i wish i just wanna run away,i just wish the pain would stop. I dont wanna cry no more! Why i feel eu acting suspiciously??!! Is it just me or you really being suspicious?? I wish the pain would go away. Its hard for me to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit.You promised me eu would not did the shit again as you menyesal n mngaku tat its a wrong move.. You even told me tat eu cant forgive urself.But im fcuking shit confused bby! Is this for real? haiiss..
Seriously how shud i get the trufth ???
I've been thinking about Giving Up.But there's something inside me that's holding On when we don't know who's right Or wrong we still stay strong keep movin' on.And I Promise i will never leave now would u do the same for me??
Im fcuking stress up;Keep thinking of this. Even though eu answered it before i dont feel sastified...
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AzharMirzan;
Dhaniyah;
Dian;
Eera;
EL;
Eiiyfa(Sis);
Fara;
Ina;
KillaJr;
Kila;
Kiki;
KaiLontong;
Lin;
Lynn;
Lynnastro;
Lulusiao;
MamaIrna;
Paula;
Shima;
Syafiqah;
Vivy;
Zie;
Zyra;
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